哭过就好了..

Went to grandma's house in the afternoon. Soon after, received Evon jie's call. Asking me if I want to go down with them to see the MV. But tomorrow will be having mock exam, so too bad, I cannot go. Hais! :( Took photo with Daddy & Mummy. :D

I love Mummy! ♥

I love Daddy! ♥Hais.. You know, sometimes a person will like to think back about their life. About what they did. And about regrets. & I am one of them. I felt so saddened, regret about my previous white lies. People might think it is not white lies, but to me, it is. Well, I can no longer be trusted by someone. She will suspect me. Thought that everything I say was a lie.

One quote that best describe me - "If one is to be called a liar, one may as well make an effort to deserve the name." Yes, this quote. Is this what I can do now? Hais. I've make so much effort. But nothing seems to have changed. I cried because she never even tried to trust me again. I thought there's something called the yellow ribbon? A white lie can cause someone to lose trust in me, thus I am speechless. Felt so hopeless and useless.

Shirley jie know I cried. And she comforted me by saying:" don't cry, jie is here." So touching. :') She kept telling me she know how I feel. But she only feel part of it. The part that she knows was I miss Elson, but couldn't get to see him. :( The other part was this. Hais. I don't know what to do now, seriously. Can someone tell me what can I do? T______T ! I read William's blog. First sentence of one of the posts was '快乐也是一天,不快乐也是一天.那么我们何不快快乐乐去过每一天'. This sentence was meaningful. How I wish I can also 快快乐乐去过每一天. :( But everyday, I am faking a smile. I thought 哭过就好了, but it seems no use. Hais hais hais!

PS: 好想你..但是又不能见到你, 心里好难过! :(