Finally! (:

Well, on Monday (23rd August), after school I went to Ion Orchard to find Shi Xian, Shi Xuan, SillyKid and Evon to celebrate Shi Xuan's birthday in advanced. (: Didn't managed to wait till Serena Mummy to reach. So went home at around 5+ with SillyKid. Before we leave, I took some photos with Shi Xuan. Shi Xian and Evon! :D 

Familiar not?! ^^

This one too! :D

The quality of the photo isn't very good because we were at the staircase near the car park and it's getting dark. Lol. Reached home at 6+. :) Hope Shi Xuan Jie will have a memorable birthday! (:

Okay, back to today's post. It has been so long since I last have the time to online. Finally today, I have the time. Recently, there are lots mock exams flooding me in school. :( First time in my life I felt that I don't have enough time! I guess I am lacking of sleep as I don't feel well almost everyday. Feel hungry but no appetite. Even if I eat something, I will suffer from indigestion! Omg. Not One Minute/Moment of Glory, but Oh My God. Hahaha! Lol.

如果给你们选, 你们会选择喜欢和朋友发简讯还是通电话呢? 我比较喜欢通电话. 因为在简讯里, 我看得见简讯里头的小笑脸, 却听不到朋友声音里的喜悦. 在简讯里, 朋友也可能装得很开心, 我却因为听不到他/她伤感的声音, 所以察觉不到他/她的悲伤.

曾几何时, 有了简讯和线上聊天, 让原本距离不远的人疏远了. 我们的距离并不那么遥远, 但由于可以在网络上碰面, 可以用简讯互通信息, 于是感觉不需要见面了, 甚至连电话上的沟通也减少了. :(

Search For The Star 2010.

Yeah! :) Had an enjoyable day with my beloved(s) ! :D Shall let the pictures do the talking first.  

Me! :D Credits to Shirley jie. Heh :D

Elson said that my fist look swollen ._."

Hello! ^^

Elson! (: Love the two songs he sang!

Joseph! :D

Serena Mummy :P

Shi Xian Jie.

Took this before we bid goodbye. (:

Group photo. :)

This is Edywen! The 2nd JJ! Hahas :D

The 7 'S'! Shirley, Summer, Shi Xuan, Shi Xian, SillyKid, Shu Ping and Serena! ^^

6 'S' with Elson (:

I found out that every event that I went to was indeed another day of experience gained. Perhaps I can also says that it could make me realized lots of things. First of all, I realized that it has been so long since I get to get together with everyone, smile, laugh and joke with everyone. Secondly, I feel that many people had changed. In detailed, personality and character? (: I may not know everyone so well yet, but it seems like we've known for ages. Haha. :D We'd share secrets together about this and that, who and who. Opps! :x 6 'S' and Evon Jie uh, cannot share with others uh. Hahas.

Thirdly, I began to miss every single one of them when we bid-goodbye. I don't know why, time seemed to pass faster when I'm with them. And when I am looking forward to see them again on the next event, the time passes as slow as a snail! ): 

Next, I'm wondering why some people just don't know how to self-esteem or esteem others? Is like, I am not jealous, envy or whatsoever. It's just that no matter what it is, at least one must behave properly in public, isn't it? 装亲密的样子真的很 erxin! Hais, shall stop writing about this. If not all my jie(s) will start to be upset again.

Oh yeah, utensils family got new people le! ^^ Serena mummy and Elson wanna be spoon leis. How how? Either one of you change okay? :D

家.

家是一个很温暖的地方, 因为只有在家才可以得到幸福, 爱, 包容, 幽默与关怀. 当所有人都在关心你飞得高不高时, 只有家人在关心你飞得累不累. 当所有人都渐渐的疏远你时, 唯有家人会一秒不离的在你身边. 当所有人都说你 '办不到' 时, 家人却会在旁支持你, 给你带来最响亮的掌声. 当你遇难时, 家, 就是你唯一的避风港, 唯一能接受你犯错的地方.

Tonight I went for night study. And we did a mock paper. (: It was okay bah. Not that difficult. Hahas. :D This morning in school, something happens. Not for the very first time already. Though it happen to me once, as for my friend, it is almost everyday. I still felt so upset. Seriously, some people just take your kindness for granted. my patience and kindness has a limit. Don't push my limits. Upon hearing how that person scolded my friend, I thought of 劝他们不要吵架. But who knows, like what my mum always says, when people is quarreling, better not to be the 和事佬, because 和事佬 (meditator if I'm not wrong) will always be the one get scolded or beaten to death by the one who's finding trouble. I shouldn't had be the 和事佬. But I just don't want my friend to always be so silly, get scolded already still say it's okay, tolerate her again to boost up her patience. That person ended up turn her head towards me and shout at the top of her voice at me. 

What's wrong with everyone nowadays? I just simply don't understand. It seems to be a simple problem, yet it turns out to be so complicated. Why she just want to blow small things up to a bigger one? Should have 大事化小, 小事化无 right! Sigh.. 

Worth it. :D

 

Have your heard of Eco Music Challenge 2010? It is an online song-writing competition organised by the National Environment Agency (NEA) for talented and passionate individuals to express their appreciation and support for our beautiful environment through music. If you are interested in composing your own 'Go Green' song, start writing your song now and stand to win cash prizes of up to S$13,000!

The top 10 finalists will undergo a special mentorship programme with Singapore's veteran composer and singer songwriter, Clement Chow, and have a chance to pit their skills at a finale concert on 23 October 2010. The winning song will even be selected as the official Clean  and go Green Singapore song for 2010! 

There are many prizes to be won too! 1st prize: S$5000. 2nd prize: S$3000. 3rd prize: S$2000. There will also be 7 consolation prizes of S$300 each! The finalist for the Most Popular Song stands to win S$500. And also, 1 lucky voter also gets to walk away with one-night stay at Resorts World Sentosa! 

The trailer below is an effort made by Royal International Group Artistes to promote in supporting the Go Green campaign "Eco Music Challenge 2010".Thumbs up for this video and their efforts. (:

 

5 'S' with Evon! :D Hahaha. Didn't realized it until William told us that we're the 'S' group. Shirley, Shu Ping, SillyKid, Shi Xian and Shi Xuan. Cool right? :D

Tonight, I went back school for night study. It was raining very heavily and the weather was so good to take a nap loh! Make me feel so sleepy. Hahas. (: Managed to complete the two worksheets given by my maths teacher. One best thing was, I'd clear my doubts! Yay :D Had gastric pain since 7pm :( But I endure it till 8pm.

I am disappointed upon seeing my results. But I showed improvements. At least better than what I get for Mid-Year Exams. I will study hard, really! Especially maths and geography. I shall seek Elson regarding questions on maths, but he told me he cannot guarantee it will be right. Lol! Geography uh, will seek my teacher, Dayan YP. (:

No time left !

Ohmygod, seriously, no time left already la. :( 21 more days to 'N' levels exams. Today, took back most of our prelims' papers. Rather disappointed in some of my results. Hais. Anyway, no point crying over spilled milk. I shall start studying for 'N' levels already! Remember Jessica had told me before to treasure this good time to study. After studies, we will have lots of time working, enjoying life. Yeah, I will take her advice. :P Thanks Jessica! :D Angie also, encourage me to study hard. :)

I viewed all the photos I had taken with all my friends, jie(s), Elson, Joseph, Teacher Dayan YP, Shanice Yi Ting, Missy Nut, Xing Yu, Wei, Jessica, Angie and more, and I can actually still remember all the fun times we had together. There's a song that goes like this 'As we goes on, we remember, all the times we, had together'. I guess that's the message I wanted to tell to everyone! :D Thank you everybody for being a part of my life. My life wouldn't be so colorful if not for all of you. 

所以朋友们, 如果有哪一天, 你们没收到我的讯息, 并不代表我忘了你们. 朋友就是这样, 无需时时刻刻想起, 但是不曾忘记! (:

寻找...

我不知怎么了, 突然觉得好空虚. 或许是我想太多了吧. 我也不晓得自己一直在寻找,盼望或期待些什么. 我告诉自己也许我一直在盲目和期待的东西, 永远都不会实现, 但是有人确告诉我不要放弃. 因为奇迹会发生的.

有时候觉得自己像个傻瓜, 为了一个人, 哭红了双眼. 我告诉自己不准哭, 但是泪水还是像断了线的珠子, 不停的往下流. 但是值得吗? :( 我恨自己没办法假装不在乎他. 当他压力很大时, 我恨自己无能为力... 

等待...真的是非常痛苦的.

A windmill - which actually makes me realized lots of things.

Today maths paper 2 was okay. Just that I had make a lot of mistakes. I should have read the instructions on the cover page before doing the paper, but I didn't read. :( Some answers was supposed to be in 3 significant form, yet I wrote all in decimal point form. How many marks will I be deduct? Sigh..

Yeah, this windmill! Represents that life has no rewind. If you missed a great opportunity, a chance or happiness etc.., you won't be able to turn it back. 

要懂得珍惜或关心身边的每一个人
也许只是一个浅浅的微笑

一句温暖的话语 

一个热情的拥抱
你就可以改变一个人的生活
也许你的一点点关爱
会给他人带来意想不到的幸福
而你也会从中得到快乐 

不要等到失去了 

才想起曾经你所佣有的

因为失去了

就再也无法挽回

PS: 为什么脆弱时候想你更多. 好希望时间真的会使我淡忘一切... 

Hello Campus and Challenge the celebrities 2010.

Met evon jie at clementi station and bus down to Bukit Timah Plaza together. She reached earlier by a few minutes while I am late for a few minutes. Lol :x So sorry to make her waited for me. When I reached, she was so happily munching biscuit! Hahas :D

There were two events taking place there - "Hello Campus" and "Challenge the celebrities 2010". The first event started off smoothly. I think they had really put in all their efforts for this competition. If I were to be one of the contestants, I doubt I will have so much confident in showcasing my talents. :| Back to the point, second event also went on smoothly. Edwyen was the first competitor and he sang 第几个一百天! Ohmygod, his voice really sounds like JJ Lin. :D

I love the song that Bryan sang. Think I heard it before but don't really remember the full lyrics. Lol ._. Only remember part of it uh. Although he did put on some weight, he still look as handsome! :)

And of course, unexpectedly, Elson sang 离 歌! I didn't expect Elson would sing this song because basically this song requires lots of so-called singing skills. But, don't need me or others to say, everyone knows that Elson always put in 101% in everything he does. Thus, his future and efforts can be seen clearly by everyone. :D :D To some people, Elson might be an unknown. But I believe one day, he'll become very a very famous singer! :) It is possible to be as famous as JJ Lin or even Jay Chou. ^^ Because he has the potential and talents.

My teacher, Dayan YP, sang 黑色幽默! Nice loh. Haha. Though some part he did not sang well, he still make the best out of himself. Thumbs up (Y) . Didn't take picture with him because he was busy autographing! :(

And... Natri!!! One of the artistes whom I really admire her talents and am proud of! She is a malay and yet she can sings so well! We can see her passion in singing and I bet no one will doubt her passion. Right? (: She sang 路 and 听海. Which is my favorite songs too. Haha. =) 所谓 "人外有人, 天外有天".

Me, Shirley, SillyKid, Shi Xian & Shi Xuan with Natri! :D

Before SillyKid jie needs to go home, we took a few photos. (:

Bus-ed with Evon jie and my teacher :D I alighted at Clementi and took train home alone. Meanwhile, sms with Shirley jie. We felt sad, again. :( Both of us keep repeating, "although I am smiling, but my heart is crying". Reached Yew Tee and I saw a long lost friend. Didn't chat much and then bid-goodbye. Lol.

PS: Our presence was almost imperceptible.

Happiness,

Had a chat with Shirley Jie and SillyKid Jie not long ago! :D Just randomly discussed about something. Today National Day celebrations in school was bored and was sort of waste of time only. Nearly late for school. Pro me right? LOL!

I've realized it's been so long since I really make the effort to spent a few minutes at the corridor outside my house watering plants and looking at the plants that my daddy has planted. Today, I did it so. & I found this pot of cactus! So nice la. :DThough camera skills like cannot make it, I would say the cactus still look nice. :) The cactus may look small and young, but their 生命力很強! Honestly speaking, I love exposing to 大自然.

I'd read a magazines today. One of the featured topics is about happy. Something that everyone hopes to be, but is trying very hard to be. But after reading it, I thought that happiness is always around us. It's just the way we think that lead us to happy or unhappy.

Incline your mind towards joy:
Have you noticed that your mind tends to register the negative events in your life more than the positive? Reverse this by consciously savoring the positive experiences you have as they happen: the sun on your skin, the taste of a favourite food, a smile or kind word from your friends. Let the good feelings sink in!

Lighten your load:
To make a habit of letting go of worries and negative thoughts, start by letting go on the physical level.

Get your "happiness rest.":
One sure-fire way to boost your happiness level is to go to bed by 10pm for three consecutive nights. You'll find that the world is a different place when you're rested and fresh.

Become and inverse paranoid:
Choose to believe that this is a friendly universe- one that's out to support you, rather than out to get you. When you find yourself facing a challenging situation, ask yourself, " If this were happening for a higher purpose, what would it be?"

Hang with the happy:
Study after study indicates that happiness is contagious! Spend as much time as possible with people who are supportive and upbeat to amplify those qualities in your own life.

I guess I now understand better how to be a happy-go lucky person. In fact, in my everyday's life, I am trying to be happy. As happy as I can.

我的快乐还能维持多久呢?

Copied this sentence from Shirley Jie's msn display name. I've asked myself this question before too. I want to be forever happy!! But whenever I'm in a happy mood, something upset sure haunt me! :(

Don't cling to things, b'cos everything is impermanent.

Tomorrow is geography prelim! I'm studying on Coast & development. I wish to at least aim for a pass first. Because our class, really, majority of the people fail for geography de. I don't want to aim for an A1, A2 or even B3. Just a pass, please. :( I had not pass geography for 1 year already. Shocked right? :(

I know last minute study won't work. But, I am one of those who always had that habit on last minute study. I thought this could help me remember more, but actually it don't work. I must really change my attitude for learning. What about luck? Do we need lucky in studies? Hmms, I want more luck please. x.x I'm studying now, don't know why seems like nothing can get into my brain. Must really focus on studying and put other things aside for today. I wanna be hardworking, again, like I used to.

I came across one of the Youthbox artistes blog and saw this post. I felt that it is so meaningful and so, copy part of it into my blog.

Life is simple yet complicated.
Life is complete yet imperfect.
Life is something we can never stop learning

Sometimes will your feel lonely? I do feel quite lonely at times. But I've learn to let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely. And eventually I will be able to say, "all right, that was my moment with loneliness. But now, I am going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and I am going to experience them as well."

Woots~ Had an awesome day with awesome people at City Square Mall! :D Trained down together with Shirley at around 3+. & Evon jie, Sillykid jie, Shi Xian jie and Serena mummy had already finished eating KFC. :( Watched RIG performances. I love Teacher Dayan singing the 给我你的爱! So nice. Same for Jessica and Shanice. I like both of their voices. But I prefer Shanice singing English songs. (:

Took photo with Evon jie and Yi Ting. :D Yi Ting always say that I am very quiet, but I doubt so. :x Haha. & The smiley on Evon jie's shirt is so cute! :D

With Shi Xian jie and Evon jie. They are one of those who always say jokes which make me laugh. They are very humorous and friendly de okay. :)Today I ate Strawberry Sundae and mysterious jie ate Chocolate Sundae. 2 more jie(s) joined us too! ^^ Sillykid and Shi Xian jie. Guess who's the mysterious jie? We'd planned to eat ice-cream together one day. And finally, the day comes. The person is

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Shirley jie!! :D

*Twist with SillyKid* ! :D A twist a day, keep all the troubles away! Heh.

Shi Xian (: She looks really tired today. And earlier on, she told me that she's gonna be sick. :(

I met a friend today. It was my first time meeting him. (: Else we'll only chat in MSN or Facebook. And he's Xing Yu! ^^

Bid goodbye with Teacher Dayan YP, Shanice YT, Shi Xian & Evon jie. Trained to Serangoon mrt station with Mummy Serena, Shirley jie, William, Joseph, Jessica and Xing Yu. Didn't talk much as I'm tired. Lol (: When we reach AMK, only left William, Xing Yu and me. Luckily there're friends who accompanied me till Yew Tee. :D Alight at Yew Tee and bye to William. :D