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Friday, July 23, 2010

If you have a bad day, sing a sad song.

Today end school at 11.50am. Went straight to Causeway Point. Met Evon Jie at Choa Chu Kang Mrt station and went together. We reached early, so went to walked around. Headed back to kfc when SillyKid Jie arrived. Chat awhile while waiting for William to come. But before he reach, we were hungry, so ordered food to eat first. Haha.

See this photo? William asked Sillykid Jie for a 'zi-pai' shot. Lol. :D The way he asked was like :" Lai lai Sillykid, wo men zi pai."See this! :D William very cute right? Hahaha! I enjoyed having lunch with them. Home sweet home @3pm+. Reached home and at around 7+, something makes me feel sad. Sort of a sudden sadness. When I first know him, he was an unknown senior to me. Last time I won't feel sad because of some matter as I don't know him much. But now that I do, what shall I do? Am I just simply jealous or envy? Like what one of my jie(s) says, give up on him? Or like what another jie says, don't give up on him? Seriously, I am confused. I wish to hold on to it, but clinging on to something that will never come true, something that is impossible, worth it not?

Perhaps he has already forgotten me. Hais. I'm sad, moody, emoing and just hais... :( Is it worth waiting for something impossible to happen? I wish you will notice me noticing you. I thought thinking of your voice will make me feel that you're just right beside me. But sometimes, things are really impossible. People always say, nothing is impossible, because i am possible. Lol. I don't think it's true. It depends on individual's perception.

Well, I shall take one step at a time. Will try not to be so naive - For example, thought that time would stop at that very special moment for me.

Thanks Shi Xian Jie, Sillykid Jie, Shirley Jie, Shawn and Sebastian for cheering me up.

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