我喜欢如此孤独的夜.

我总是喜欢在如此孤独的夜里, 翻起过去 - 那些被自己深埋心底的往事; 得到的, 拥有的, 失去的, 有种恍然如梦的感觉。一直都很明白, 自己是不该沉迷于过去的. 忘记不该记住的，忘却一切，那样才能换来短暂的轻松； 喜欢深夜，因为只有周围漆黑一片，我和我的眼泪才是最安全的.

Finally, N level exams had come to an end. Another two more weeks of lessons and then I will be enjoying holidays. I have started to find a job already, but most of it needs to start work immediately. As my holidays haven’t started yet, I have to miss the chance. Looking back, still remember my first job experience – working as a waitress at one the restaurant located at Clementi. Always end work at either earliest 9pm, or latest 10pm or 11pm. Remember that time, my best friend, who is also my school mate, will knocked off together and get a cup of drinks before heading to the bus stop. Without fail, I still remember we would need to wait for very long before the bus would finally arrived. 

No matter how tired we felt, we won’t complain a single complaint because we will joke and laugh around as finally we end work already. That was my first time experiencing a working life. Very tiring but it’s a new experience gained. This time round, I am looking for something new, instead of working as a waitress again. And of course, my friend will alight at Choa Chu Kang and I alight at Yew Tee. Not to forget my dearest mummy – she would always walk alone in the dark district just to make sure she’s on time to reached Yew Tee to walk me home. I told her umpteen times that it’s okay for me to walk home alone, asking her not to walked alone, taking shortcuts to Yew Tee to fetch me because that shortcut route is very dark, especially when I always reach Yew Tee at 12midnight or even later. I will be worry for her safety. She didn’t listen to me and, without fail, every time when I reached Yew Tee, the most familiar face I saw, is her.
 

The smile on her face really turns away my tiredness. She will offer to carry my bag, which is as usual, erms, and thank you mummy! ♥ Words fail me. I have got so much to say. But I could only expressed that much. Nevertheless, reading back those cards and letters I wrote to my mum, I had already expressed my gratitude towards her unconditional love.