每一颗跳动的心，都有爱与被爱的权利...

I'm currently at YES 93.3 website listening to Y.E.S.93.3FM 罐头剧场 - 你还有个我! So nice wor! I love it. Hahas. Very touching! :')

I would recommend everyone to go and listen. Hehehe. :D I guess this Sunday I will be able to go down to City Square Mall to watch performances.

Remember my previous post? About the MV -梦想起飞 (Live Our Dreams) by Elson Soh 苏奕铨. Click here to listen. (: I was rather upset when I see those NASTY comments too. What a group of Singaporeans!

Hmmms, this MV seemed little short of miraculous and drew considerable music lovers. RIG artistes practice laboriously throughout days and nights to ensure that they will produce an awesome song, and more importantly, hope everyone will love this song! But who knows, some people just couldn't see their effort and hard work. In fact, those people don't appreciate it. They must as well don't read it, don't listen to it and don't give NASTY comments. Tsk tsk!

Hais. I don't know how to cheer him up. Personally I feel that he disguises his sadness very well. I didn't ask him much but just sent him a text to cheer him up. Maybe there are many concealed feelings that cannot be said, I still hope that he will be alright soon. :(

Today morning, just before the papers start off, it rains heavily! The weather was so good to have a sleep loh. Hahas. Had our exams in the hall, and it was very cold. All fans are switched on. Plus two giant fans! The coldness kill. Cannot take it :| ! And I was freezing. The weather loh, so cold. So I couldn't write fast. Hahaha. Just joking, erms, most probably I spent too much time on section A. Sigh. I am 2 minutes late for the second paper. 'Good student' right? Lol. Luckily I'm not the only one who's late.

I can't stop myself from listening 梦想起飞 and sing it. Hahaha. But I still couldn't remember the whole lyrics. But almost there, yeah! :)) !

NDP 2010 - 梦想起飞 (Live Our Dreams) - Elson Soh 苏奕铨 (MV 全岛首播)

Finally, the MV is out. (: It it a nice song! View and comment at youtube okay. :) I'm learning to sing this. Shirley jie is going to master this song already loh. I'm slow! As I listened to it twice only. Lol. :|

A Tribute to Singapore!

梦想起飞
演唱: 苏奕铨
合音: 苏奕铨 / 陈盈鹏 / 许毓庭

走过 所有的快乐和悲伤
不管未来的路 会有多艰难

带著 心中的希望和祝福
我们都要勇敢 照亮这个岛屿

有了爱 让梦想自由的飞翔
手牵着手 点亮了天空

这是我们的家 你我成长的绿色岛屿
美丽的明天 是我们生命中 最大的骄傲

我们梦想的家 用所有星月 照亮晴空万里
全新全意 和我心连心 让梦想起飞

这是我们的家 属于你我的绿色岛屿
勇敢向前飞 一起走到我们 幸福的图形

我们梦想的家 用所有的爱 创造新的未来
点燃每个希望 每一份祝福 带梦想起飞 (和我梦想起飞)

[梦想起飞 Live Our Dreams]
一 首奉献给新加坡欢庆独立45周年的爱国歌曲, 是本地创作歌手'Elson 苏奕铨'的最新力作! 这是一首很有诚意的歌, 因为在这首歌里就包含了新加坡另外9 首动听的中文爱国歌曲名称. 除此之外, 这首MV 也很有意义, 因为每一位参与的艺人, 朋友, 工作人员和制作组, 都抱着一样的梦想, 一样的目标, 希望能为新加坡增添更多好听的爱国歌曲, 好看的爱国MV, 和给予每一个人新的希望和祝福!

全体皇室艺人, 朋友, 工作人员和制作组, 在此诚心希望每一位新加坡朋友们都能喜欢这首我们送给新加坡的爱国歌曲! 无论种族, 语言, 画面, 参与的新加坡朋友, 我们在此对你们说声 '谢谢你', 也祝贺新加坡 '生日快乐' 和每一位朋友幸福快乐!

[梦想起飞]
演唱: 苏奕铨
合音: 苏奕铨 / 陈盈鹏 / 许毓庭

[MV 幕后制作组]
监制: Jessica Chua
导演: Ryan Liu
剪辑: Lloyd Png
创意: Benson Chong
助理: Yvonne Peh

[歌曲幕后制作组]
总监: William Soh
制作: Lawrence Ng
词: 黑夜
曲: 苏奕铨
编曲: Teffy M.A

[特别鸣谢]
RIG Artistes and Talents (Royal International Group)
AIMS Integrated Marketing Agency
MDIS School of Media and Communications

Unconditional care & concern.

Lunch with Sillykid Jie and Evon Jie. (: We ate KFC. Hahaha. :D We love to eat KFC, right Jie(s)? :D Didn't take any photo at KFC. Because we were busy eating. Lol. Sillykid jie skip lesson just to join us in time. :( Wonders if she'll get scolded not. Well, after lunch, went outside of Jurong Point as we're freezing. The air-con was very cold. : Talk about many many things. Including Evon's Poly life etc.. & we all thought of buying donuts from Donuts Empire before we left. I love the blue-berry flavour! (Y) It's very sweet, but awesome. Heh.

Us with our choice of Donut! :D Evon jie loves strawberry's and Sillykid jie loves greentea's. You know something, Sillykid don't like to drink greentea but she loves greentea flavour's donut. Hahaha.. Cute right? :D Jie, don't kill me if you read this. Haha.

Look at this photo, nobody walked pass or behind the 3 of us right? After this photo had been taken, we viewed it. Suddenly Sillykid say so loudly, in this photo, behind of us got people. Chopsticks sisters' are shocked. :D We thought she saw 'Ah Piao'.So many days had passed. And majority of my Jie are still so concern about me. Text me or chat with me in msn just to ensured that I am not sad already. They tried so hard to cheer me up. Million thanks wor. (:

I believe all my jie understand me the most. Your know I wasn't feeling okay even if I told you I'm alright. I don't mean to say I'm alright when I'm not. I just.. don't want your to worry & everyone to see me feel sad & then they starts to emo or sad. So, yeah. I feel better already.

Passed few days I had been chatting with Shirley Jie at night. One of the nights, this word 'Low profile' happened to pop-out in our conversation. After doing much thoughts, I wonders is it better to keep myself low-profile for a while? Just a while and perhaps things would change for a better? Hais.

I will be having Chinese Prelim papers on Thursday and English papers on Friday. Thursday's schedule is so packed! :( After papers, got Chinese IP and English night lessons. Ohmygod. And the following papers will held on next Monday onwards. Will I be able to pull it through?

哭过就好了..

Went to grandma's house in the afternoon. Soon after, received Evon jie's call. Asking me if I want to go down with them to see the MV. But tomorrow will be having mock exam, so too bad, I cannot go. Hais! :( Took photo with Daddy & Mummy. :D

I love Mummy! ♥

I love Daddy! ♥Hais.. You know, sometimes a person will like to think back about their life. About what they did. And about regrets. & I am one of them. I felt so saddened, regret about my previous white lies. People might think it is not white lies, but to me, it is. Well, I can no longer be trusted by someone. She will suspect me. Thought that everything I say was a lie.

One quote that best describe me - "If one is to be called a liar, one may as well make an effort to deserve the name." Yes, this quote. Is this what I can do now? Hais. I've make so much effort. But nothing seems to have changed. I cried because she never even tried to trust me again. I thought there's something called the yellow ribbon? A white lie can cause someone to lose trust in me, thus I am speechless. Felt so hopeless and useless.

Shirley jie know I cried. And she comforted me by saying:" don't cry, jie is here." So touching. :') She kept telling me she know how I feel. But she only feel part of it. The part that she knows was I miss Elson, but couldn't get to see him. :( The other part was this. Hais. I don't know what to do now, seriously. Can someone tell me what can I do? T______T ! I read William's blog. First sentence of one of the posts was '快乐也是一天,不快乐也是一天.那么我们何不快快乐乐去过每一天'. This sentence was meaningful. How I wish I can also 快快乐乐去过每一天. :( But everyday, I am faking a smile. I thought 哭过就好了, but it seems no use. Hais hais hais!

PS: 好想你..但是又不能见到你, 心里好难过! :(

What if...

Shall post two more photos for yesterday's lunch with Evon jie, William and SillyKid jie. (: William gave us another nick name. Evon jie is Miss Chop and I am Miss Stick. Hahaha! Nice idea from him isn't it? :D

Took this at Civic Centre's Starbucks before I went home. :) Sad that I'm unable to join them on the later part. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( ! Sad loh, but who knows. Lol. I purposely don't take out the tie. Want to be a nerd. Hahaha. Because I'm a good student! :P Correct right, teacher YP? =) & William thought I am prefect. I should have said I am indeed a prefect. Ermms okay, too thick skin to say that. Haha. But too bad, I am very honest, I told him because it's assembly day. :D

Yesterday night, taught Shirley something about internet. Then call chat with her. Finally, I understand my jie a lot, real lots. We shared the same thinking. We felt the same. We sigh together. We... we just felt super sad. I had never tried to understand someone so much. Especially someone whom I thought will never shared the same perception as me. I know Shirley jie for months. But yesterday, was indeed a day, which I finally get to know her so much. You are really like my jie! Thanks for trying to cheer me up when you're actually sad too. ♥

As for Shi Xian jie, thank you for being the one - who text me to asked if I am alright when you saw my wall post. Your care and concern makes me feel heart warming, makes me feel much more better. You tried to cheer me up even though you know I need days to recover. You say you treat me as your real sister, anything can look you up, I really want to thanks you! ♥

Specially for William: It's okay to share your feelings and what you think, with us. That's what friends are for wors! (: Haha. I know you'll be reading, so yeah.

If you have a bad day, sing a sad song.

Today end school at 11.50am. Went straight to Causeway Point. Met Evon Jie at Choa Chu Kang Mrt station and went together. We reached early, so went to walked around. Headed back to kfc when SillyKid Jie arrived. Chat awhile while waiting for William to come. But before he reach, we were hungry, so ordered food to eat first. Haha.

See this photo? William asked Sillykid Jie for a 'zi-pai' shot. Lol. :D The way he asked was like :" Lai lai Sillykid, wo men zi pai."See this! :D William very cute right? Hahaha! I enjoyed having lunch with them. Home sweet home @3pm+. Reached home and at around 7+, something makes me feel sad. Sort of a sudden sadness. When I first know him, he was an unknown senior to me. Last time I won't feel sad because of some matter as I don't know him much. But now that I do, what shall I do? Am I just simply jealous or envy? Like what one of my jie(s) says, give up on him? Or like what another jie says, don't give up on him? Seriously, I am confused. I wish to hold on to it, but clinging on to something that will never come true, something that is impossible, worth it not?

Perhaps he has already forgotten me. Hais. I'm sad, moody, emoing and just hais... :( Is it worth waiting for something impossible to happen? I wish you will notice me noticing you. I thought thinking of your voice will make me feel that you're just right beside me. But sometimes, things are really impossible. People always say, nothing is impossible, because i am possible. Lol. I don't think it's true. It depends on individual's perception.

Well, I shall take one step at a time. Will try not to be so naive - For example, thought that time would stop at that very special moment for me.

Thanks Shi Xian Jie, Sillykid Jie, Shirley Jie, Shawn and Sebastian for cheering me up.

I miss everyone! :(

Seriously, I miss everyone of you loh! :( Meet up soon okay? I think 1 week ago we just met, but still, miss your. I miss the way we laugh out loud, share jokes, zi pai and the way we talk in a serious mood. :) I shall wait, endure. Just approximately 2 more weeks and I will get to see your again.

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Today while I was walking home, a friend of mine from the next door class came to talk to me. Said wanna tell me some cold jokes or whatever. But you know what, end up one of the jokes was like, so offensive. He could still say 'hahaha, joking de ahh, no offence'. -.- Pissed me off only. He's lucky that I was in a normal mood and thus, fake a smile back to him. Hate cold jokes, especially those which are offensive to girls.

The chinese version of this year NDP song - 梦想起飞.

I am so looking forward to listen to this song. Haha. When it is out, everybody help to spread this song to your friends and learn to sing it okay? :D I do not have any picture that is related to it. So, edit this myself. Hahas. Saturday, I went to City Square Mall as Evon Jie will be singing. Met Shirley Jie, Sillykid Jie and William. Awhile later, we went to Burger King together with Evon for a chatting session. Lol :D Once in a few minutes we will talk randomly. Oh ya, the 筷子二人组's family has widen. We have now got Rice Cooker, Rice and Bowl. Hahas. So cute norhs! You see you see the picture below, edit by me de kay! Hahaha :D Utensils' family are still welcoming more people to own an utensils. So, grab yours! Hahas (:

Some photos taken at City Square Mall :D Enjoy.

With my chopstick's sister, Evon. (:Me with SillyKid Jie and Evon Jie. Took this with Shirley Jie and SillyKid Jie at Burger King. Left the place at around 10pm. Took circle line home. More faster! :D Saw Wei at Serangoon station. :DEnjoy my day with everyone! ♥

Reminiscence that day when I first know you.

I know this photo is repeated one as I post this before. But yeah, before I could continue typing, this photo must be up here.

It must be very shocked if I says I know Elson since year 2008 on the month of June, But actually that's the fact. I am so shocked when I recall it too. I wasn't able to attend any of his event, not even his sweet 21st birthday party. He did invited me to various events but I wasn't even able to make it once. So, as time passes, we lost contact for months.

Year 2009, I think it's the beginning of the year, found his number in my phone book. Text to clarify if the number is his. And it is. So chat for some time. And lost contact, for months, again.

This year 2010, beginning of the year too. Text him, managed to catch up with him what I'd missed out for the past few months. He actually has forgotten me. ): Soon no longer, I got to know Joseph, Shirley and Serena. This photo, a very rare one, was the first event I attended ever since I know him for 1year+ ! Funny right? Interesting right? Hahaha.

We always lost contact for half a year. So funny! But never mind, I can infer from this that it is call coincidence? Fate? I'm still glad to have know you. You're awesome :D 2 years wors! Don't stop counting alrights. Lol. (:

So when I told people, for example my teacher, Mr Tan YP that I know Elson for 2 years already, he was very shocked too. Heh :D

Am I being the person I want to be?

Today I went to meet Evon and Sillykid at Jurong point. Reached the food court at around 4+ for lunch. A while later, YP, also known as my teacher arrived. Chit chat while drinking our favourite Greentea! :D But Sillykid don't like. :x Took some photos while we're in the food court.

With Evon! :D Thanks for asking me out.

See the way YP eats, so gentle isn't it? Haha. See the number of can drinks we bought. Lol. At first we were all so shy, but as time passes, we began to be more high already. Not so shy and have those awkward feeling.

Leave the food court at around 7pm. YP suggested to go somewhere more nice to take pictures. :D Went outside of the building and we began to take photos.

Took this with Mr Tan. Hahahaha~

Me and Sillykid are the students and YP is the teacher. Looks more like illegal gathering right? But too bad, I'm the good student in YP's eyes, so take it as we just end tuition and decided to take a picture. Haha (:Okays, before I go off, I wish to post 3 zilian photos with Jie and teacher. But but but, is Evon and Sillykid tempt me to zilian de! See the way they zilian with someone is so fun, and I thought of trying. Hence, I tried. Hahas. My skills not bad luhh, isn't it? :D

See, my kawaii de Sillykid Jie :D Love the way we waited for cab and cab home! ^^ With teacher! 1st shot (Y)With teacher! 2nd shot. (Y) This picture make the both of us laughed till cannot make it! YP is like kissing a red light. *burst into laughters*I enjoyed my day with them. Hehehe :D You know what? They are awesome and friendly. Somehow, a question flashed in my mind. That question, yes that question. ):

A tension of opposites.

Back here posting :D Shall post some more photos that we took on Saturday. (: They are really very friendly. Glad to be friends with them. (: Erms, let the pictures do the talking before I starts sharing about today's post title.

Do Shi Xian and Shirley look like twins? They wore almost the same shirt. (:

Pretty Jessica. If I'm not wrong, the first time when we got to know each other was at Punggol Plaza. While I'm waiting for bus and you're waiting for your parents, you talked to me. :D You're nice and friendly.

Angie :D She recommended me the book on 'The five people you meet in heaven'.

Cute and funny de Shi Xian Jie. (: Enjoy chatting with you. You are awesome :D

Pretty little Shi Xuan :D We love to say 'awww' right? Hahaha. & you never fails to make my day. :D

Wei! :D We shared some secrets among some of us right? Hahas. Quoted this 'The tension of opposites' from a book and I wish to share it out with everyone. "Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted." "A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."

A pleasant day.

In the morning, travelled down to grandparents' house. Brought my homework(s) along to do, so as to make full used of the time. 1+ bus-ed down to Bukit Timah Plaza. & I lost my way. Lol. Asked quite a number of passers-by and sillykid(my that sister!). Finally I found my way there. :')

The performances started at around 3+. After that took a group photo with them. They are super friendly. Haha.

Saw the specs Elson wore? No lens de kay! :| Haha. When I first saw him wearing this specs on the previous event, I thought he's wearing a specs with lens. Then, he and Shi Xian told me the specs has no lens de. Lol, so paiseh.Evon don't want to back-faced the stage as she said she's very 'red' already. Hahas. :DOkay this, Sillykid (my sister) . Something happened to her. And she cried. Don't think too much, I'm here for you. (: YP was so funny :D He thought I just end my lesson and came down to Bukit Timah Plaza. After that I think Shi Xian told him that because I'm bored, so I brought things to study. And he said I'm such a good student. Thank you thank you! (Y) Hahahas.

Shall make it a short post as more photos are not up yet. But you can click here to see more photos of the performing artistes.

Looking forward | Finally managed to borrow that book!

Well, looking forward on tomorrow's event. Get to see all my beloved(s) again! Haha. Shall text them for timing soon.

Today, during break time in school. Went to library to borrow two books. Book #1' 感恩朋友' and book #2 'Tuesdays with Morrie! Yay, finally managed to borrow that book! So happy. Lol. Oh yeah, talk about book #1, this book's really so touching. The title for this book in English is 'The real friendship will be treasured by us forever'. This book caught my eyes the moment I stepped into the library and began my search for books.

感恩朋友| What does this word means to you? Personally, I think it means treasuring the friendship. Because a friendship worth it weight in gold. Though some friends do come and go, but not all are. 感恩 - To me, is also like appreciating. I appreciates what my friends had did for me. Friends is like a treasure, a friend is someone we turn to, when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure, for our friendships is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy and grace. & make the world we live in, a better and happier place.

"Friendship happens in that special moment
when someone reaches out to another,
trusts, comforts, believes in another,
and makes a special difference
that no one else can make".

@ Punggol Plaza.

Had a fun and enjoyable day at Punggol Plaza today with many people! (: Watched the performances till 7+, then went to buy herbal tea and milk tea for them together with Shi Xian. Luckily I remembered that Elson loves milk tea with more pearls. Hahaha. Told Shi Xian and she asked the aunty to add pearl. Lol.

& of course, I didn't forgets about William. So I bought milk tea for him too. Hahahas :D After the event ends, gathered at basement there. Everyone sat down like small kids having a prize presentation. Lol :P Ermms, this is the 'class photo' that we had taken. Hahas, really looks like taking a class photo right? Elson would be the mentor of the class, and we're like students. ._." Actually, it is very nice though.

Took this with Jessica :D She's very friendly yeah! Yeah, took this with Evon. Hahas. Her camera skills is good, isn't it? :D She's a great friend of mine too. I'm so worried about Shirley. :( I understands how you feel, really. I'd been through such situations. Though I might be younger than you, I don't feel that there's an age gap in between us. Thanks for telling me what exactly makes you feel sad. And I told you what I'd been through too.

Hope you are feeling better now. Don't think too much alright? I'll be there for you when you need a listening ear. Jia you Shirley! I'll be your pillar of support.

Elson, welcome back! :D

Met Shirley, Joseph and Evon at tanah merah station and went to airport together. They are just so cute and funny. Haha :D While waiting for Elson, we took this group photo.

At around 10.10pm, he finally came out. Hahaha. Finally, 2 weeks is over. So happy. :D Everyone, do take care. Rest early.